* `And dreams are meant for sleeping `

im finally alright again! thank God! (:

posted by ~dreAMer*~ @ 2:47 PM 0 Comments

happiness is for the moment, joy is forever. (Ng, 2007)

hahaha~

posted by ~dreAMer*~ @ 7:33 AM 0 Comments

hmm..no matter what the truth is, i know i shouldnt be negatively affected by it anymore. there is no point feeling sad cos this will only be bad for myself. since i cannot change what i cant accept, i'll have to accept what i cant change. i wanna be happy :)

posted by ~dreAMer*~ @ 1:09 PM 0 Comments

hmm im alright now after feeling sad last nite. i guess i have to accept that this is part of human nature. i noe i cant change the world but at least i can change myself (to become un-superficial and look beyond a person's appearance). if this is how this world works then i'd rather not conform to the ways of the world. i'd rather be comfortable with myself and be the true me. aniwae im not answerable to those around me but im answerable to God. so rather than trying to impress others for my own 'benefit' i'd rather live according to my own conscience. character is still more important to me :)

and im so thankful that no matter what, I have God with me, my God who will never leave me or forsake me. He is my everything and my all, the key to my happiness in london, singapore, or wherever else, no matter what happens. even though i still dont really understand why there's so much trouble in the world (besides the wrongdoings of humans) and im still searching for answers, i believe that God doesnt have any ill intentions on us humans because He loves us and a bad God wouldnt be teaching us all the right things to improve our character. so yah, i put my trust in God no matter what situation im in, or what problems i face. and im so glad to be loved by God :)

so yah im back to the 'normal' cheerful me now. im no longer feeling sad or emo-ing. haha

posted by ~dreAMer*~ @ 11:48 AM 0 Comments

after wondering about that question for so long, i finally have a direct answer from someone. of course his view may not represent the view of others, but it's sth that i have really taken note of.

i think in this world only God's love and family love are unconditional. (i think i have said this before ba). the rest of the kinds of 'love' are freaking conditional.

by rights love should always be unconditional but due to human nature this is not possible. how sad.

i will try my best to love ppl unconditionally (u can also love a person u dislike!)

i agree that like is not love.

(pardon me if the above stuff that ive typed doesnt make sense to you. haha)

but i still hope that there are some who have a different view from his. (am i being idealistic?)








aniwae thanks alot for your concern and for listening to me. i didnt expect you to tok to me online :)

posted by ~dreAMer*~ @ 3:30 PM 0 Comments

thanks =)

thank you so much for lending me a listening ear on friday (if you're reading this haha). otherwise i dun think i would be enjoy saturday's bath trip as much. thanks alot..i really appreciate it :)

posted by ~dreAMer*~ @ 1:33 PM 0 Comments

Do not comment on this entry

im emo-ing now =(

isit true that no matter how good a character one has, there is always an element of superficiality in ALL mankind???

i HATE HATE HATE superficiality

all that talk about inner beauty being more important than outer beauty. its ALL CRAP.

maybe it's better for me to be a total realist with absolutely NO element of idealism :(:(

but im no longer a foolish teenager.

im saddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

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(ps. this is a highly 'exaggerated' entry cos im emo-ing)

posted by ~dreAMer*~ @ 12:30 PM 0 Comments

日久见人心

hmm i think the above saying is very true. someone can appear very nice when you first get to know him/her, but as time passes, u realise that he is not as nice as you thought him to be. on the other hand, a person can seem to be someone you wouldn't like to associate with at first, but as you get to know more about him, you find out that he is actually a really nice person. ive had experiences somewhat similar to the above two scenarios. so yeah, first impressions are not always accurate. dont judge a book by it's 'cover'.

posted by ~dreAMer*~ @ 5:14 AM 0 Comments