* `And dreams are meant for sleeping `

hmm im alright now after feeling sad last nite. i guess i have to accept that this is part of human nature. i noe i cant change the world but at least i can change myself (to become un-superficial and look beyond a person's appearance). if this is how this world works then i'd rather not conform to the ways of the world. i'd rather be comfortable with myself and be the true me. aniwae im not answerable to those around me but im answerable to God. so rather than trying to impress others for my own 'benefit' i'd rather live according to my own conscience. character is still more important to me :)

and im so thankful that no matter what, I have God with me, my God who will never leave me or forsake me. He is my everything and my all, the key to my happiness in london, singapore, or wherever else, no matter what happens. even though i still dont really understand why there's so much trouble in the world (besides the wrongdoings of humans) and im still searching for answers, i believe that God doesnt have any ill intentions on us humans because He loves us and a bad God wouldnt be teaching us all the right things to improve our character. so yah, i put my trust in God no matter what situation im in, or what problems i face. and im so glad to be loved by God :)

so yah im back to the 'normal' cheerful me now. im no longer feeling sad or emo-ing. haha

posted by ~dreAMer*~ @ 11:48 AM